TwoFive (25)

Two Five Two Five Just turned Two Five All praise to the most high And I got a lot on my mind that I wanna get out So I’m tryna be honest and say all my doubts So I’m finna address it 2014 was the year of depression I ain’t ever wanna kill myself cause I just couldn’t do it Know my fam would suffer if they lost me to it Like man 2014 I just can’t understand Still looking to God to just show me his plan I dropped the title and tried to be bland If I’m being honest don’t know who I am Been a minister but felt I ain’t deserve it Ex girl made me feel so worthless Fam split I think I lost my purpose Sick of actin happy when I’m hurting My heart wasn’t in it Felt like my faith was just solely dependent Lost all my faith and that can’t be forgiven Still can’t find the good in good riddance As an MIT I’m tryna fight temptation But honestly I lost all motivation Turned to sex to cope with my frustrations Honestly my soul was for the takin There is no point in me lying I was alive but inside I was dying I went to school and I thought there’d be silence But when I came home thoughts would never be silent I took some time yeah I took some time yeah Stepped away from the music Really thinking I would lose it Lookin back on everything I had to do it Big bro asked me how I got through it I always said it was music That was the surface I thought I didn’t have purpose Really I had to relearn it one step at a time But then there was something that started a change Even while dealing with pain I had some people who showed me they hurt when I hurt So I’m not alone in this thing Fast forward now I’m 25 Last year was rough I can’t even lie March 26th Tazz died Felt a part of me had died inside But now I know I got an angel in the sky Though some nights I can’t help but cry I know you aren’t in pain and you’re alive Forever in my heart and in my mind 25 Wow Forever in my heart and in my mind 25 Yeah Two Five Two Five Two Five That’s all that I gotta say forreal That’s hard That’s so hard