crying on my birthday

I'm crying again on my birthday, this is so typical I wish I could have the power to turn back time I hate that this is the youngest I will ever be again Every year that goes by, I'm way too old again And I think that I should give up, but I got way too much pride Don't wanna blow out the candles and snuff out the light of another year I don't think I can handle this moment rolling through like tears Don't wanna blow out the candles No, don't blow out the candles When winter's over, I wallow in misery Spring comes around, and it hits me like a ton of bricks Feels like I'm running just behind the clock The weight of this society is too much to bear I'm scrolling until my fingers go numb Every day that goes by, I'm way too old again To be the person I dreamt that I could be And I think that I should give up, but I got way too much pride Don't wanna blow out the candles and snuff out the light of another year I don't think I can handle this moment rolling through like tears I don't wanna grow older, cause I don't think I've grown up for real Don't wanna blow out the candles No, don't blow out the candles When winter's over, I wallow in misery I don't wanna grow up, I don't wanna grow old I don't wanna disappear like everyone before I don't wanna grow up, I don't wanna grow old I don't wanna disappear like everyone before I don't wanna grow up, I don't wanna grow old But I'm a grown up now