Gift & Curse

Say they want war but I really wan' evolve Swear I've been wronged but I'm tired of being involved Replace me when I'm gone but they've got it all wrong Pray for me to fall but I gotta stand strong Say they want war but I really wan' evolve Swear I've been wronged but I'm tired of being involved Replace me when I'm gone but they've got it all wrong Pray for me to fall but I gotta stand strong Swear they be watching me Always paranoid about what the ops can see Too many people double crossing me Of all the places I had brought the team Must have misjudged what they had want from me Stupid me, thought that love and money's all I needed Now it seems to be two things that I be caught between Feels like love and unity's become obsolete Want the assist but some how it be costing me Profit seeking ain't no stopping me On the road to getting all the things that they can't offer me To find some peace independance and my sovereignty In a position where every person would want to be No wonder I see so many wannabes No wonder those I left behind still want a piece No wonder they haven't killed me, left me on these streets Too much to learn from me, streets they can earn off me Steadily work for dreams, heavily burning trees You tell me that this is beef, I'm ready to return the heat Steadily work for dreams, heavily burning trees You tell me that this is beef, I'm ready to return the heat Say they want war but I really wan' evolve Swear I've been wronged but I'm tired of being involved Replace me when I'm gone but they've got it all wrong Pray for me to fall but I gotta stand strong Say they want war but I really wan' evolve Swear I've been wronged but I'm tired of being involved Replace me when I'm gone but they've got it all wrong Pray for me to fall but I gotta stand strong Search for the worth in me, finding the worst of me These opportunities a gift and a curse to me Search for the worth in me, finding the worst of me These opportunities a gift and a curse to me