Anhedonia

I wasted all last fall With pills and alcohol hoping that I can forget you, but I can't I spent the winter cold Wishing you'd come home But all that came was snow How could I ever think of healing When everything reminds me of how you used to make me happy Do you ever think about me? I wasted all last fall With pills and alcohol hoping that I can forget you, but I can't I spent the winter cold Wishing for your warmth or to die in the snow How could I ever think of healing When everything reminds me of how you used to make me happy I took the road through your back lane And saw his car parked at your place It hurt knowing he was over It hurt knowing we were over