ampersand

If this were a movie, I'd just go on a walk In real life, I wanna tell you to f*ck off If I were an actor, I could probably fake it But for now, I'll just lay here and feel myself hate it You always get your way See how long I'll stay Are we just nerve endings touching hands With you riding shotgun and me making plans Oh I'm tired of asking you to turn off the hall light As if that small action makes everything alright Always think we'll be fine once you fall asleep Your breath on my neck, at least we're not arguing You always get your way at the end of the day Are we just chemicals touching hands Drove straight into traffic, but it's part of your plan Oh, and I wish I could tell you I'm sorry again But it just comes off as conceited And I wish I could tell you I wanna stay friends But we both know I would not mean it And I'll never touch the brakes Closed eyes for your sake But I'll sew my fingertips in your hand I'll leave them there as an ampersand It'll leave a scar, but that's part of the plan