the next party (i'll miss)

Why would I leave my room It's safe here there's so much to do Rearrange, move my bed by the window Let the light in trace the new shadows Why would I drink til' I'm drunk I don't like the taste it leaves on my tongue So I make up another excuse To stay home from the party with you And I'd rather write pretty songs and stay home Only thing on my lip gloss and headphones I only missed out cuz you told me I did You'll say the same thing the next party I'll miss I don't really care what he thinks About me about the songs that I sing (I really don't care) Pretty ribbon round my hair through my laces You don't think that I'm cool, I'll embrace it And I'd rather write pretty songs and stay home Only thing on my lip gloss and headphones I only missed out cuz you told me I did You'll say the same thing the next party I'll miss And I, I can cry in my bedroom if I want to tonight And I, I'll get high paint my nails how I like watch em dry And I'll breathe just fine, let the moonlight distract my mind And I'll breathe just fine, I'll be just fine I only missed out when you told me I did You'll say the same thing the next party I'll miss And I'll still be here writing on my mattress Songs about all of the parties I've missed Cuz I'd rather write pretty songs and stay home Only thing on my lip gloss and headphones I only missed out when you told me I did You'll say the same thing the next party I'll miss