Far Enough Is Too Close

So its come to me considering reusing stupid lyrics from my old songs If all I'm gunna do is feel old feelings And I'm tired I'm even sick of it Pathetic by the looks of it, I promise I don't do this all day long But when it hurts so good I forget it all and melt Oh, I gotta leave I gotta go away Oh, when I leave I'm going far away Cause far enough is too close But this close is too far for me Often I can't tell if what I feel is real or if it's something about you again, goddamn Even though we found new faces to dream about when the night falls I can't help it when a memory of lock And key drips down my lips and tastes of all the love we left behind I'm just wondering if you ever taste it too And what it tastes like to you Oh, I gotta leave I gotta go away I gotta go, I gotta leave, I gotta pack up and move my things Cause far enough is too close But this close is too far for me Can't be satisfied Refuse to make up my mind So to save us the trouble I think I'm just gunna leave And go away