Nights

Everybody comes in front of me Nobody knows what's inside of me That's how it goes Everyday And no one is to blame but just myself How can they all know that I am a mess That's what I feel I don't know how to deal with myself Since very young all I learned to do Emotions in a box never show I'm blue Just try your best to hide yourself And never fall apart I gotta be strong gotta know it all I gotta be wise and can never fall Just never fall apart Please don't fall apart But some nights when I am alone in my bed I cry just a little and comfort myself And some nights I wish that I could share it with you But I never learned how to So I never do And I don't know why and I can't explain Why it is so hard to share my pain That's what it is I always try to please everyone And once we are alone and I try to talk I have so many fears but I feel so blocked It's all in my head Everything left unsaid Since very young all I learned to do Emotions in a box never show I'm blue Just try your best to hide yourself And never fall apart I gotta be strong gotta know it all I gotta be wise and can never fall Just never fall apart Please don't fall apart But some nights when I am alone in my bed I cry just a little and comfort myself And some nights I wish that I could share it with you But I never learned how to So I never do