Far From Home

I feel so alone sitting here so far from home Your letters to me are like a beacon of hope I miss the world outside but I don't think it misses me I never thought that I could be forgotten so easily Lost in a dream I had fallen into a hole Trying to fill the void she left so long ago Morality and sanity slowly lost their place in my soul I victimized and justified my actions until I lost my home Knowing what I did am I right to feel this way? Should I be defined by my worst mistakes? Sometimes I think of reaching out to her but I must let her go I truly hope my karma is in balance soon or at least close I feel so alone waiting to find my home