Gone

I'm a product of my environment I turn violent, because of the violence I try to stay level-headed, it get difficult I'm a product, so it's time for y'all to stop buying in Came into the game, listening to Ye, Em & Jay MJ, Andre 3K, had depression and some anger issues But that's seem like everybody's story, so don't need no tissues I just pick up my pen and flow, ain't the same as I was before I keep my shit bottled up, till the drums go hit my soul Everybody wanna be like him, shit I wanted to be my own I keep my notebook full, how I vent when I'm alone I was a pacifist, now I be passing fists I used to be the big dog, stepping like I own the shit Still the big homie at heart, and everybody know that shit It's up to the game to notice me, the next GOAT to be I'm gone I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone I'm gone, I'm gone I've been gone for a long time, been about a year since I felt like myself Been a whole year since I thought that I was dope Been a whole year since I said I needed help I was so worried about the drug we call clout I was so worried about everybody else Wanted to please like everybody else But in the process, I was never pleased with myself Never pleased with myself So I'm done with it, done with it, no more fun in it That's the thing I'm scared about, don't wanna lose my love in it For a while, I wasn't being me, no, I wasn't being me Now to that version of me, I got one thing to say I'm gone I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone I'm gone, I'm gone