4 Seasons (feat. Angel Putman)

I made this from the heart, not through stupid decisions Thinking bout what to write, but no one care to listen I got no hand outs, got a coupe of shoutouts Honestly this whole rap shit got me feeling some doubt We constantly living a life with 4 seasons And 2 of those got me sneezing for no reason Obviously the pandemic got the whole world cheesing How many do I go before I talk to Jesus? Uh I'm feeling nailed down Constantly making these raps like "Why the f*ck did I write that? Why the f*ck did I write that F*ck it I'm going off track This is my pain, this is my sorrows, straight in my veins Hoping people singing in unison and screaming my name It's not about that, it's not about rap It's about me trying to getting my fucking life back I've been through ups and downs I've been through struggles To try to impress other people just to fill the bubble Impress artists so I can be called up for a feature Impress labels so they can sign a nigga, a dreamer I've been dreaming a lot but nothing came true I've been rapping a lot but nothing got through I made tons of songs, 1 year overdue Hoping my dreams pull through Hall of Fame was the first tape At that time I thought it was my first break Love & Hate was the second tape Honestly I shouldn't released that with my current state T.M.A.M.E. was my third tape Something different with some trap taste T.M.A.M.E. Pt. 2 was my last tape Wasn't happy from trap bland taste Daydreaming