Honestly Worse

I don't want to get out of this hole My pale, open palms in the snow It's easy to let it all go It's harder to die And I've heard you've been trying to connect Have you run out of friends or respect That "how have you been" makes me laugh How you think I'm a choice Now you're back from the void With some questions I don't care to hear And feelings that I'll never share Cause as bad as now hurts You were honestly worse So I don't want to know how you are And I don't want to f*ck in a car Cause we're in our mid-twenties now And you should have grown up by now And I don't care to know how you sleep And I hate that I'm still in your dreams Cause I'm done with our history And you don't get to miss me I don't want to get out of this rain That winding, black road to your place Both soaked in communion and shame No I won't go that way I'm all out of sweet dreams I can sell I'm barren and bound to this shell So get your closure with somebody else And be kind to that boy Now you're back from the void With some questions I don't care to hear And feelings that I'll never share Cause as bad as now hurts You were honestly worse So I don't want to know how you are And I don't want to f*ck in a car Cause we're in our mid-twenties now And you should have grown up by now And I don't care to know how you sleep And I hate that I'm still in your dreams Cause I'm done with our history And you don't get to miss me And I don't want to know I don't want to go I don't want to know I don't want to go