Everywhere But Nowhere

I'm everywhere but I'm nowhere I'm living more today, I'm feeling younger when I'm older I wish I could stay, but when I warm up, I feel the cold air It's time to pack it up, but I don't ever want to go there 'Cause everything was right about it, but I see a note there It reads that this ain't what you want, but you will find it somewhere But I've seen it, and I heard it, so my verdict is I'm done there And I mean it, and I earned the right to say that there's no other You will never meet another I battle, I'm taking cover I'm toasting to everyone but her Some words are missing, I never knew she spoke with a stutter I'm working on no rebuttals I'm sifting through the rubble The stress is shaving years off my heart, I hold my chest and I feel the stubble Don't f*ck with me, don't be subtle The sea can turn to puddles I'm running back to back, I've got a flight catch, I'm buckled On my own, they can't be trusted But it's my fault, I'm debugging Ain't the first time I'm recovering Ain't that something I'm everywhere but I'm nowhere I'm everywhere but I'm nowhere Yeah, I talk, but I'm here to listen I was gone for a month, tell me, what am I missing I was on an another zone, but always knew my mission To leave it all on the table and tell you that I miss you And I know we only met a couple nights ago If we climb, then we won't ever see the flight below And I know it's getting hard so we speak out of tone Are you mostly just a number sitting on my phone? And I do mean on, 'cause you put weight on my head, want you again I don't sleep the best, jump, shake my dreads, and now I'm up again I'm counting days 'til we try again, but I have to blend back in quick Cuz if that didn't click, then I have to join this, I'm losing joy for it I'm losing joy for it I'm everywhere but I'm nowhere I'm everywhere but I'm nowhere