Fading

I just caught a glimpse of what you really wanted You hoping they can save you but yall never really bonded You chalk it to the money, but with money comes a promise That your options are abolished, so you slopping on his vomit But you got it, but you got it though I'm honest so I'mma call your phone I'mma be the one that tells you let's ride it slow Put the windows down and feel how your life unfolds But I'm fading I started fading when I ran another cycle I'm breaking down my words but now I have to watch for typos I'm not the kid no more that was seen hanging off of Hypo Now I'm hanging off of hype though when I made my life a title But I'm fading I keep on fading so I have to leave a trace I've got my greedy ways, so I won't greet you on your way They talk from the side of their mouth They're hiding inside of their town Don't need to ignite it right now Don't need to remind them I'm up They're pushing but I don't know what Won't bother developing trust They kick you, it's felt in your gut They stuck and won't relish in much They cap and embellish the run Make bread but they fell in a dump They're flexing to show us the glory Not telling us too many stories Too busy pretending importance Won't travel but talk about foreigns I'm living and eating my portions Have more, so I look to my orbit Went over to throw you a lifeline, but you use it to boost up your portrait And maybe it wasn't the right time, but I'm fading and growing my fortress Stay G 'cause I get it in order Add weight to both of my shoulders Get better with every performance On real, you couldn't afford me On real, you're losing a grip, I gotta admit I'm fading away but I'm keeping my ship You treat me like shit, I have to forget The days that you told me you wanted, but missed I had to act selfish, started rebelling Breaking my back, ain't nobody helping Hope I can chill, cuz I'm fading and melting I don't know why I'm out of it Used my words, I'm out of them My bros, won't run out of em I'mma make sure I'm around a bit Won't crash out, no sound effect I had to find out the hard way That some days feel so far away 10 hour flight just to partake In the good time I feel departing me I'm on a roll, decide to parlay Got caught with a grin in the hallway Lose balance, fall down into heartbreak I'm fading, can't help but disappear Had to pack up my bags put it in the rear I'm fading, can't help, need help, I'm fading Can't help, need help, I'm fading