Looking For What You Ignore

I'm checking a lot of the boxes I'm feeling like that ain't enough for the field so I gotta keep going, no stopping They calling me Joe cause I'm budding, my growth is amazing, can't start to get sloppy The work wasn't sudden, I cleaned up, no soap for my mouth, see my hair, I'm all locked in I had to go get it, I come from the south, so my blood can get hot like a topic But I don't know if that's an option Even though you will run into jokes when you're wanting to hear them, I sing like a comic You run into problems more than you have answers, just give me the question, I'm solving for why I have to keep aiming for high Sometimes, I'm like, why do I try I welcome you back to the start Over here, we'll move the same way and do the same things, and hope for better Oh, I know what you're thinking But we're not insane, I swear You're looking for what you ignore You're running the clock to the end cause you feel that you deserve a little bit more But what are you doing it for? You're feeling alright, but now that he left You're wanting with fright, you're losing a step I'm gone for the night, I have to protect The story I wrote, see I write with the best I'm causing enormous effects But you shut down before you got dressed Not sure if you're performing a test Or you've ran to the store for your meds Y'all say y'all don't live with regrets But you're posting about it again You're slowly becoming a mess But I get it, I have to confess It's hard to keep up with my head I'm texting you when I'm in bed I text you when I'm in the club I have to keep going above I'm pushing, I don't mean shove I'm making my way through the hub I hope I don't run out of love It's the only thing keeping me up You're looking for what you ignore You're running the clock to the end cause you feel that you deserve a little bit more But what are you doing it for? You're feeling alright, but now that he left You're wanting with fright, you're losing a step I'm gone for the night, I have to protect The story I wrote, see I write with the You're looking for what you ignore You're running the clock to the end cause you feel that you deserve a little bit more But what are you doing it for? You're feeling alright, but now that he left You're wanting with fright, you're losing a step I'm gone for the night, I have to protect The story I wrote, see I write with the best I'm shooting, no need to contest The rules that we know we forget Traditions have been dying a lot We're caught up and buying a lot Find out there's a line that we walk They post where they go, but not who they're with Such a miserable way to show up like this, you think I live for it, I'm not I don't wanna call it a flop I see that you're hurting, I'll give you a spot The benefit of knowing someone up top But I have to be careful for what I can't stop You're looking for me, but you're staying inside and you lock I'm searching for thrill, but not a surprise Cause the stirring the pot is a chore You're looking for what you ignore You're running the clock to the end cause you feel that you deserve a little bit more But what are you doing it for? You're feeling alright, but now that he left You're wanting with fright, you're losing a step I'm gone for the night, I have to protect The story I wrote, see I write with the You're looking for what you ignore You're running the clock to the end cause you feel that you deserve a little bit more But what are you doing it for? You're feeling alright, but now that he left You're wanting with fright, you're losing a step I'm gone for the night, I have to protect The story I wrote, see I write with the But you're lost So you're lost like me, so you won't mind me When I drop my thing, I don't talk lightly I thought I might be, some hot lightning In a bottle but I bottle all my things Drink bottles till, drink bottles till I fall, so frightening But to me it's all I need, get back to it someday some night, we'll see