Question Myself

One rack, and two racks, and three racks, and four The more that I get, is the more that I know Im losing that hope that I had, let me go I question myself, I can't do this no more I found me some peace Expecting the least I know what I need I can't help but bleed I'm fighting my dreams Cuz f*ck them, they leave And f*ck them, they reek I fucked up, it seems One rack, and two racks, and three racks, and four One rack, and two racks, and three racks, and four One rack, and two racks, and three racks, and four Get tired of talking about it Cause I gotta keep going, rerouted I'm waking up daily, I'm rowdy One day I can't say that I doubt it I peak then I see all the mountains I'm late so it tends to get crowded I network but leave with an outage I wish that I wouldn't allow it My stomach is hurting, I'm outie Too empty, I don't need a house She's dirty and kicking my couch So I toss her and find new surroundings At a time, her, I wanted around me Cause I knew this shit would be the sound Make music when ready to drown New song, still breaking it down I put my soul in it Too deep, had to soak in it But see I know limits Can't drive till the road is finished Make this my open session Break time, too much hope invested I had to throw you questions, so I know that you won't regret it If I did learn one thing lately There's only one who can save me So it don't work out when I hate me Still left with the ifs and maybes Its tiring to be so hateful Had to see the worst to be so grateful Get through it all, it feels so hasty I was never meant to be so shameful Four racks, then three racks, then two racks, now one The more that I spend is the more that I run I'm losing that hope, had to sweep up the crumbs I question myself, like what have I become I found me some peace Expecting the least I know what I need I can't help but bleed I'm fighting my dreams Cuz f*ck them, they leave And f*ck them, they reek I fucked up, it seems