Spanish Beach

Said I want it with her Maybe this is temporary Things get kind of scary Living life like I'm buried Chasing hearts like I'm coronary Every woman isn't ordinary The way I think of it is overbearing That's what I get for oversharing But I gotta watch my own back Lost in her eyes, I gotta solve that I want to show her we can own that On a train that cannot go back Got to know her on a Spanish beach Struggled to fit, cause my Spanish weak Tried to plan dates in my Spanish week I've been cut twice in the Spanish scene Now I'm sitting under canopies Thinking what's the point of fantasies Sometimes I wonder what was handed to me Sometimes I wonder what has happened to me But I gotta watch my own back Lost in her eyes, I gotta solve that I want to show her we can own that On a train that cannot go back She doesn't want what I am, she thinks I'm half what I am Maybe she just, maybe she just feels they all have what I have I could never believe that shit, I gotta mean that shit Throw my keys down quick, I'mma keep that shit Regardless of whether you ever see that shit But lemme breathe now quick, let me be now, sit I ain't mad at you or the ones that I've called queen I did this to myself, so gotta wipe it all clean We can meet up by the river walking down the wrong stream So I get that we can end up talking 'bout the wrong things I write it just to store it, gotta keep my wall green I'm banking on my luck, but I'm just living false dreams I'm grabbing at my chances, but I feel my palms bleed So tell me what I gotta do to try to stop thieves Family rooting for me, so I take the ball screen And take the shot, and not the one for letting off steam I'm set up for my life, already plotted palm trees One day I can relax and take a couple golf swings I was told I could offend if I just put it on me But I'm blowing money out the bag, I'm stacking fall leaves So either way I'm on the line, and you can see the call screen Got me acting out of pocket, overall the talk cheap But I gotta watch my own back Lost in her eyes, I gotta solve that I want to show her we can own that On a train that cannot go back I just gotta watch my own back I just gotta watch my own back I just got, I just gotta watch my own back I just gotta get my own back