Sick Love

Well baby there goes a year What part of I won't ever hurt or crush you was unclear And what do you mean I fell too deep Did you really say that shit out loud And you shut it off so easily What a sick love we've got now I sat in bed alone You let him drive you home And everything came crashing down at once A sad and empty heart You said I should have known Who am I to deny you what you want So where do we go from here? And how much are leaving out to soften up my fear Do you care about the wounds you've made You could at the very least atone But what kind of man would disagree A woman's heart cannot be owned I sat in bed alone You let him drive you home And everything came crashing down at once A sad and empty heart You said I should have known Who am I to deny you what you want To watch me as I bleed My sense of agency I'd run if I had any strength at all So I'll live in this hell While you live for yourself Who am I to deserve the things I want?