Coffin Nails

Summer's cold I can't do it on my own Another soul Restless, waiting to come home I look in the mirror I see clearer now that I let all you down I let myself down, more importantly They say life is precious Well I don't get this Cause no one cares about mine I couldn't love you Even if I wanted to But let's pretend tonight If somebody told me I'd be lonely Lonely on my birthday Lonely Christmas Day Lonely that last august And even lonelier the next May I would've laughed I would've laughed This mental illness is killing me I'm inviting it willingly Letting it rule my emotions Turn swimming pools into oceans How can I take back control of My life as I know it I don't wanna be known as a loner A cutaway kid never sober Gotta keep that backwood rollin' It helps me keep going When I forget my own notions And begin to lose my composure Tell me what is your motive What is your motive Take the burning coffin nails to my skin Burn me down as I burn within Black my lungs Grey my tongue Light me up till I'm numb Take the burning coffin nails to my skin Burn me down as I burn within Black my lungs Grey my tongue Light me up till I'm numb