Not Gonna Listen

I get so nervous just from thinkin' A sense of purpose, will it ever kick in? My version, my own definition of things, uh huh You said you'd help me make it better Instead you led me through a race in my mind I was too scared I had to let you I'm on the edge here, so help me, I'm gonna turn it around Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Na Na Na Na Way more demanding than I thought it would be Not such a badass, who'm I kidding? Thought I had grasped it and that I could be me, uh huh Oh, but you were ready for me waiting Rained down on me with shame and humiliation Where were you Dare, would it have killed you to weigh in? It got so heavy, so help me, I'm gonna turn it around Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen Not gonna listen Not gonna listen Not gonna I'm on the run, I guess I'm Bonnie I wanted one more shot at being brave But all I got was a lot of the bottled up And it's funny how it nourishes my inner rage Just when I think I can make it as a lion There's a hunter in my head sayin' give up your fight All your bit part writing, your bedtime cries I expect it to get deadly, so help me, I'm gonna turn it around Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen to you Not gonna listen Not gonna listen Not gonna listen Not gonna Na na na na Na na na na Na na na na Na na na Not gonna listen Na na na na Na na na na Na na na na Na na na Not gonna listen