2am Freestyle

So what you mean, yeah What you mean we can't hang out So what you mean, yeah Ever since you left it feel like everything done faded out It's still free my big cousin, the feds swept his house got raided out Haven't called him in a minute, I hope he know i'm here Seeing his bail number another reason I gotta make it out She like she ain't gotta be here but losing you my biggest fear Yeah, yeah, still hanging on, but thank you for asking They only worried about how you was doing when you in a casket Don't let them get the best of you, them folks look for reactions I understand you run off emotions so be careful on your actions I'm not good, for her at all my attention not there Sorry boo, but being broke my biggest fear I broke the heart of people who I might have needed in some years Only thing I did consistently for you was cause you tears Oh yeah, yeah Why you still want me around You know damn well I can't hold up my end, I'm gonna let you down Why do you feel you can fix me, boo, I don't change No matter how hard I try I'm stuck in ways In ways that I might never get out of I f*ck up everything I can't even hold a talkin stage Might never invest in a wedding ring Every time someone leave me I swear to God it's the same thing I got flaws that I can't fix so I'm just lost This one girl still around, she tryna fix a lost cause My attention just so bad, me with this shit ain't good at all My intentions be so pure, be tryna help them understand that I'm sorry I'm so sad I want my dog back, yeah It's just a freestyle for y'all just tryna open up I'm mostly always on this mic, it help me open up I'm chasing dreams, still having dreams of me blowing up Don't want it to be a dream no more Don't want my dog sipping lean no more I told him I'ma make it, just give me some more time Remember times up in that basement, making heartfelted rhymes I still get texted to this day, one day nigga you gon' shine, Uh uh