Cried For No Reason

Out of touch with my feelings I can't help it if I'm happy or sad Today I cried for no reason Made me feel like a psychopath I should hate you cause I love you And you should hate yourself for treating me like that We both know you only love you Did you know that happened Today I cried for no reason I've been losing all my people I've been surfing off the deep end Let's spin and go get even Got all these people leaving I'm the one that hold it down My partner died, I'm grievin, but smile when you around And I'm out of love There ain't no special left in this To the point that I don't care, now it mean nothing when we kiss You don't tell me be safe no more it's just the little shit I miss It ain't the same so now I'm stuck on reminisce mode I'm hurt, I wanna go slide I wanna go put them boys on disco You don't know the time and work that's in to just achieving this goal I knew you was toxic type but never thought you'd take it this low Want me tell you one time I miss tho When we used to just vibe to Dej Loaf Today I cried for no reason I've been losing all my people I've been surfing off the deep end Let's spin and go get even Got all these people leaving i'm the one that hold it down My partner died, I'm grieving, but smile when you around You run off emotion, you'll probably set me up if I make you mad right now You only love me when we going rounds I don't trust you at all you ain't been in my house We're constantly arguing both of us loud We stopped talking for weeks Now both of us down You see I'm not myself without you But I gotta do this without you Just tell the truth Ain't no reason at all I should have to get it up out you They coming up to me lik Terrence they doubt you Communicating is the issue cause I don't know how to You tell me open up 9 times out of 10 I don't know how I feel 9 times out of 10 my mind ain't here I only know how to grind for real Kiss like we love and then we f*ck But it never mean none Look at all the people dying I don't blame em for choosing guns Look who around when you rock bottom I'm catering to them ones This struggle made the man who I become We don't talk about that shit that we all did under the sun Remember life ain't crushed me yet, it wasn't nothing in my lungs We don't talk at all, she only call my phone when she get drunk I remember when I thought she was the one Today I cry for no reason I've been losing all my people Been surfing off the deep end Let's spin and go get even Let's spin and go get even Today I cry for no reason I've been losing all my people Been surfing off the deep end Let's spin and go get even Let's spin and go get even Wish I was high when you got loud, your words hurt more than you noticed You know it's time to let me go now, every chance you give I blow it It be hard for me to focus I be all alone and coping If you seen my sober nights you'll choose smoking Gave eachother piece of hearts, look at how both of us broken Just to save my emotions you would tell me you was joking Remember them nights when it was dark and I took off all your clothes The only time that we both ain't feel lonely Today I cried for no reason I've been losing all my people I've been surfing off the deep end Let's spin and go get even Got all these people leaving i'm the one that hold it down My partner died, I'm grieving, but smile when you around Today I cried for no reason I've been losing all my people I've been surfing off the deep end Let's spin and go get even Got all these people leaving i'm the one that hold it down My partner died, I'm grieving, but smile when you around