Embarassment

Every moment that we spend, we gotta cherish it My mother lying to my family, she think they'll see me as an embarrassment If it ain't college or a job, they overlook it, ain't no fair in it Every person saying be regular, I turn my back ain't hearin it Cause truth be told this ain't no happy home, we all be doing wrong The constant yelling back to back, but we still love each other soul Had times, them late ass nights, I was just scared to come back home I see I'm the only way out of low income, I gotta get this rollin Rent due, mama into it with the landlord Used to watch my dawg trap, my mama struggled, I had to get hands on This real shit that I stand on, get up and put your mans on You gotta adjust to the modern life, cause they will never understand yours With this shit, it come hate, pain, and sleepless nights I knew it wasn't right, but the cash made it feel aight I lost my dawg, my dawg couldn't sleep that night It's supposed to be me and you, focused on bettering our life I don't even know why I wanted you, I can't give you a reason Guess when my dog died, expressing and talking to you was easy My mind on that cash, but every part of me want to get even I'm not good around people, this shit like broken hearts: the sequel Why? Why her not texting me, affecting me like this Can't even text another bitch Know for a fact that all for you, I took that risk love Why you so distant? Starting to realize that you miss bruh Head in that gutter, stop preaching that you love me now Remember them days you were so fake and I still let you round All I can do is do you wrong, it's best you hate me now I just feel I'm only my best for you when you need it I'm focused on this cash flow Instead of finding a way first, you probably ask bro It's Fast life with fast hoes Arguments with my mother, I'm always ending up with a bag of clothes Don't try to come back when we up, you ain't want tag along It's me, I'm getting cash alone Stay away from that nigga like Bad Cologne Trying to show you new ways to make money, you catching them bags alone You sad at home We always got it hard, it's sad the way the world see us If they knew all this was from circumstance, they wouldn't be us It's so sad the way the world see us, bruh Every moment that we spend, we gotta cherish it My mother lying to my family, she think they'll see me as an embarrassment If it ain't college or a job, they overlook it, ain't no fair in it Every person saying be regular, I turn my back ain't hearin it Cuz truth be told This ain't no happy home, we all be doing wrong The constant yelling back to back, but we still love each other soul Had times, them late ass nights, I was just scared to come back home I see i'm the only way out of low income, I gotta get this rollin Get this rollin', yeah