Growing Up Fast!

Talkin to my uncle, say i'm growing up fast I hate when you get sad, but you in them nightmares that I have When you needed money I gave it in cash Even the times you ain't need it, and ain't even ask The effect my music has I see the niggas ain't feeling it, calling it trash I'm like you did what you did Did what you did, couldn't think about me at that time That little shit must be a crime Like what's the odds of my joint fucking with slime What's the odds of my joint fucking with cuz Started talking to her again, ain't what it was Nigga long live q and for brodie I jugg Chest hurt over dumb shit, hate being in love Hours of hours of late night talks, in my head damn, what she don't f*ck with me yet? Hours of hours of late night talks, in my head like I know she gon bring up her ex I be playing it cool, with this brick on my chest She be seeing these girls, tell me i'm a mess She don't even know only for her imma stress She don't even know only for her imma show A nigga play thing imma come out that coat When she check on me, she be giving me hope She don't even know for her, I'll go out my way Nigga disrespect you, then his shit gettin drac'd Rather be in love Being in love is cool, but everything hurts She started doing drugs Couldn't accept, that I'm leaving, trying to force it to work Like why would I let up now Why would I let up now, my bro on a shirt You know how it feel when you get in that car? paranoid when they drop so you throw back a perc Risk my heart? What the f*ck is it worth? I got a lot going on, n***a, we here Told my man if I make it, repaying my favors, and bringin you up right here The niggas I love, gon' backdoor me when I get all this money, that shit I fear That shit I fear cause I know how it get And everything you did for them, they just forget Take a look in the sky, say I do it for you Take a look at ma dudes, say I do it for you Make music, this shit just something I do Tryna talk to my cousin, he caught in the loop Talkin' to my uncle, say I'm growing up fast I hate when you get sad, but you in them nightmares that I had When you needed money, I gave it in cash Even the times you ain't need it, and ain't even ask The effect my music has I see the niggas ain't feelin it, callin it trash No contact, messages gone, it's over Me cheatin result of my heart gettin colder Ain't lov me anymore in a minute, I entertain hoes Ain't fuckin' with me, baby girl, it shows Ain't fuckin' with me, just tell me I'm gone So I can fall back and start being nonchalant Did all that shit just to play me like, huh It's cool when you call me for cash, it's "huh?" This shit ain't what it seems Just to see you I pulled a whole lot of strings Move on from your death How the f*ck I'm supposed to move on you in my dreams You love me, I done did a whole lot of things You love me, I told you I'm sorry, I'm good My head hurt tryin' to get ma out the hood I know I can't bring bruh back, but I would if I could