Paid My All (Intro)

I'm not who they think I am I'm trying to do better But no one ever believe me But y'all gonna see, I promise Open the windshields, clear all my tears away I wonder if I could be better for all of y'all, maybe y'all will like me that way Cause it's hard It's hard to love when you've been put through so much You just want someone to comfort you So you give all you had But you ain't know they put you last Oh, you know I'm here when I'm not in your life You can call me, call me, no, no If I don't answer, leave a voicemail, cause I'm probably going through shit myself You gotta stand for what you believe in Everyone around gon' try to break you down Don't let yourself feed in They look at me as a target I was labeled for no reason She look at me as an option Guess what she said, she never meaned it I threw my heart in the road, and all the cars drove by how can i have so many hoes, and I don't even know why Like I got this fucked up soul What do you even want me for You too special for me anyways Love gon' shorten my days Stop texting her, I know she hate me It's cool cause no one ever stays I paid you with my all to save me I got more losses than I have wins Different perspectives got me losing interest in my friends Dark ass night, I feel the winds I thank you for the time we spent What's wrong with me, I wanna tell you one of my flaws I see a stop sign, drive past that ho At the moment I felt wrong But I was right for letting you go Felt like you handed me a bashed in rose Why do I catch feelings way too easy Feel like I wanna buy this girl flowers And I'm knowing she don't need me But we could talk on the phone for hours Oh, I'll pay to fall in love again And that's my fucking problem Cause I be knowing that it's gonna break me again Foggy skies in this home You can't see my pain at all Why do I got suffer lost I just want you to stay, give a f*ck what it cost I see that you right all my wrongs I say I'm weak for not allowing myself to cry They say it's strong I'm right here, need you in my arms I seen it all Thought I would drown Mistakes made me who I am Love made me who I hate My dog love the block And I'm trying to dodge the block Get my dog off that block would be amazing Tell me how I'm supposed to feel And I'm posed' to cope No one understand the thing that I'm facing Do you know who you are I see my pain in the stars I hope they end up lost I swear I did it all for you All for you And you ain't even want me back They ask if I'm okay, I'm alright They ask if I'm okay, I'm alright I'm alright I'm alright