Proud Of

I know my mother wanna see a diploma I hope she that proud of me when I get on that stage I just need me 4 months and some change, but right now, I'm stuck making minimum wage I know niggas that's suffering life in that cage The regret that I see when I look at his face Told bro, you just gotta stay down, be patient Everything gon' come, my time, I'm waiting I did some shit that a nigga not proud of Some situations I shouldn't of got out of I know the shit that I'm doing, you tired of Boo i'm not trying to disappear, I'm just trying to get by She like, nigga, what's up with you, you been too dry I be sad when I'm lonely, I gotta get high I'm a strong man, I got some partners that died Holdin shit in can't remember the last time I cried I be up all night making music, I'm kurkin Looking out for my people, can't tell that I'm hurting Like boo, I done been in a whole lot of shit I just hope you there to talk to when I need to vent I just hope you there to talk to when I need to call Ain't no reason my partner should be on this wall Ain't no reason that I gotta walk with this chain When I walk with this chain, I be walking with pain Niggas know me, I just stay in my lane I just work on my shit, I be trying to make a name My brodie said, you gotta get your shit Ain't no problem with chasin what don't make sense This girl, she hate me, she keep throwing fits In my ear saying she not just another little bitch Yeah, I get that, but boo, I'm just trying to get rich My attention can't be on you all of the time Always putting everybody first think it's time to get mine I got dreams to be up in the hills drinking wine She be checking on me, I just tell her I'm fine You can call me when you need, you know, boo, I don't mind That nigga, you knew your whole life, he slime I thought we was locked in, nigga, surprised me I thought we was locked in, shit, guess not Nigga knew when I made it would've threw him a knot Well shit, guess not