Cry For Help

I can't even sleep at night These thoughts surrounding my mind I want that second life So I won't have to die I can't even sleep at night These thoughts surrounding my mind I want that second life So I won't have to die Hold a knife to my throat Hold it real close I grab the gun by the barrel and put it down my throat Just so i can feel some pain It really ain't a game I look in the mirror and wonder if i am the same Im not a quitter Mama didn't raise that Im getting bitter Turning over to a dark side Call me Darth Vader Cuz i don't wanna live my life Im in the wrong all the time Im tired of my mental fights Trying to be a goody shoes I know that im so pityful Looking in my eyes knowing im a loser too Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh I can't even sleep at night These thoughts surrounding my mind I want that second life So i won't have to die I can't even sleep at night These thoughts surrounding my mind I want that second life So i won't have to die Dealing with my demons they just sitting on top Looking me in the eyes reading all of my thoughts They know i wanna die but can't seem to pull it off Got God on my side but Satan at the other end One is very nice, one wants be my friend One wants my life, the other wants to watch it end Saying its on time he just keeps on rushing it I just keep on loving it I think im addicted Its very addictive I do want love its very addictive I do want you, but i definitely missed it I definitely missed it Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh I can't even sleep at night These thoughts surrounding my mind I want that second life So i won't have to die I can't even sleep at night These thoughts surrounding my mind I want that second life So i won't have to die