Reminisce

I can never leave behind the pain Cuz I still don't know how to reminisce And I can't find the line between reality and fiction But your still embedded in my thoughts You would tell me your the girl of my dreams But you never hid in my dreams So how can I trust you if I'm still awake Woah But one day I'll be living in the hills Reminiscing on the good days When I learn how to But right now I'm still gettin my life sorted out Cuz I don't know where to go Sorry for what I said I'm still lyin To all I know But lately I've been reminiscing on my bed (Sorry I just lied) Wondering how to sort out all my troubles With my last 24 hours And I don't care that you don't love me Even tho I do And I'm sorry for messing up It won't happen again But I'm still layin in my bed sleep deprived Nightmare Nightmare's I've been having all week Frightened Frightened By what's in between the walls Fear Fear Fear is the path that I've chosen Tear Tear Tears is the pain i go through Somebody teach me how to reminisce Cuz i dunno what to do But one day I'll be living in the hills Reminiscing on the good days When I learn how to But right now I'm still gettin my life sorted out I don't know where to go Sorry for what I said I'm still lyin To all I know But lately I've been reminiscing on my bed (Sorry I just lied) Wondering how to sort out all my troubles With my last 24 hours And I don't care that you don't love me Even tho I do And I'm sorry for messing up It won't happen again But I'm still layin in my bed sleep deprived When our time comes to an end We can walk away and forget eachother I could not understand- What you wanted me to be Nightmare's running through my brain Thoughts searching for the answer I will never know And I know when you watch me suffer It brings you the joy that I can't But I'm still hanging along- But lately I've been reminiscing on my bed Wondering how to sort out all my troubles With my last 24 hours And I don't care that you don't love me Even tho I do And I'm sorry for messing up It won't happen again But I'm still layin in my bed sleep deprived I said lately I've been reminiscing on my bed Wondering how to sort out all my troubles With my last 24 hours And I don't care that you don't love me Even tho I do And I'm sorry for messing up It won't happen again I need to learn how to reminisce