Illusions

I don't know what to say Everybody be on my case The metronome Go side to side Like opinions do That's why You never show your face I've never been a man to lie Explosive, growing Like a supernova Percerveirence Built through the broken pieces Of a hopeless leader With a mournful greeting And the man you're meeting Who you're hearing speaking Is a living breathing Testament of breaking even It's an Armageddon Be the shit I'm reading Are you armed and ready While the people bleeding I don't believe in the hate The law of attraction Opposite but equal reactions It can be case by case I don't need no validation from you And I hope that you're happy too But most days I live in confusion Wondering if it's all an illusion Maybe I think so Maybe I don't I don't think it even matters though What's an audience with no form of applause What's a man on a mission without a cause I wonder if it's an illusion I wonder if it's an illusion I try to move elusively Do what I can Instead of acting stupidly But the world an enormous grey area Keep the truth too buried, but I swear to god Love a drug that still fucks me up Discolored waves Shifting tides Moving out of phase In and out of line Built and burnt so many bridges Live and learn only increased suspicions It's a big world, have peripheral view Make a decision, through indecision You lose And I have Through pain You relapse Maintain But distract Yo ass And relax It's gas What they say And I don't Know what to make Of the past But escape Through raps Only way All that you have is perspective Try to control your direction Many flaws Break Many walls At the end Of the day All you have Is your reaction I be about that action Say what you want What you flaunt What you draw What you make All the laws Are mistakes In the wake Of the season Of the madness Comes a Phoenix Out the ashes I don't know what happened I know what happened I wonder if it's an illusion I wonder if it's an illusion