Trying to try

Healing bloody knuckles and I'm not quite sure what this reminds me of And I don't wanna fear the people I love And I'm trying to try is never enough I don't want to drink myself dumb But I wish I did I'm embarrassed when I don't have fun But I'm sick of making myself sick Sick of making myself sick Sick of making myself sick Sometimes I shake like a dog Sometimes I shake like a dog Sometimes I shake like a dog Sometimes I shake like a dog All is on the trajectory towards ok All is on the trajectory towards ok