BETTER OFF DEAD

They love when you dead hate when you alive They love when I'm gone hate if I survive What I need the most it stay on my side I'm in the slums that's where I reside I stay on the block I don't need to hide I'm stuck in a cave and I'm shining a light Everything wrong this shit a delight I'm better off dead I know it's not right They gone be shocked when they read what I write This more than a song it's coming to life I'm thinking that I don't how I survive Sometimes I question if I am alive I fight for my life I'm grabbing a knife You making me sick get the f*ck out my sight She want me to lose but I'm gonna thrive Losing my cool so I go on a drive I need to vomit, it's on the carpet Fucking this bitch while I got on my bonnet Walking around got drugs in my pockets Losing my nerves now I'm feeling nauseous Selling my soul I'm feeling demonic Doing my thang I'm chasing nirvana I got the gas I'm smoking exotic I keep me a pack I'm loving the chronic They love when you dead hate when you alive They love when I'm gone hate if I survive What I need the most it stay on my side I'm in the slums that's where I reside I stay on the block I don't need to hide I'm stuck in a cave and I'm shining a light Everything wrong this shit a delight I'm better off dead I know it's not right They love when you dead hate when you alive They love when I'm gone hate if I survive What I need the most it stay on my side I'm in the slums that's where I reside I stay on the block I don't need to hide I'm stuck in a cave and I'm shining a light Everything wrong this shit a delight I'm better off dead I know it's not right Lately I feel like I'm Akon Hit a homerun like A-Rod I take myself off the radar She look at me and she say ah F*ck a white bitch like Clairo She acting like I'm Jack Sparrow She hit me up I'm like oh nah You know the drugs what I do now Bitch get out my business I pull it off no witness You gotta pay for my interest Don't got time for a mistress I'm feeling myself let's have a parade They pulling a stunt this shit a charade I'm losing my balance I'm grabbing a cane I lay in my bed and think bout my fate They love when you dead hate when you alive They love when I'm gone hate if I survive What I need the most it stay on my side I'm in the slums that's where I reside I stay on the block I don't need to hide I'm stuck in a cave and I'm shining a light Everything wrong this shit a delight I'm better off dead I know it's not right They love when you dead hate when you alive They love when I'm gone hate if I survive What I need the most it stay on my side I'm in the slums that's where I reside I stay on the block I don't need to hide I'm stuck in a cave and I'm shining a light Everything wrong this shit a delight I'm better off dead I know it's not right