FACING MISERY

Is this what's life's supposed to be? I'm only facing misery Even though we were not meant to be We're apart but it still makes me bleed When I hear your name When I think of all the memories we made I know neither one of us is to blame But I cannot help but suffocate now that you're not here  Maybe we could've tried a little harder Maybe we could've been a little smarter Even after so much, it didn't matter I guess you never were the one that I was after  Now I'm left surviving on my own I thought I found in you a home But it wasn't and it fucking won't Didn't take even a second for you to move on  All those warm midnights Laying by your side Turned into sleepless nights Reminiscing bout you and I  All those late night texts Now it's just me being left on read All the things we did Now are just memories in my head  Is this what's life's supposed to be? I'm only facing misery Even though we were not meant to be We're apart but it still makes me bleed When I hear your name When I think of all the memories we made I know neither one of us is to blame But I cannot help but suffocate now that you're not here  And you tried but so did I I wish that you were still mine But it's just what life is like Maybe we'll make it another time Or maybe not make it at all I wish I didn't fucking fall But I did and I can't just take it back I guess I'll just have to deal with that