conditional love

If I move like I'm treadin light I'm tippy toeing If I talk like I guard my heart That's cause it's been broken And if my eyes look like I just cried Know you've got nothing to do with it The cold truth is this I'm afraid To mess up Cause all I've ever known before you Is conditional love So when you say I'm enough I'm so scared that I'll believe it And find out that you don't mean it If it feels like I'm holding back It's just a feeling (It's just a feeling) And if you feel some holes in my back It's cause I'm healing (It's cause I'm healing) If I act like under attack Know you've got nothing to do with it (Got nothing to do with it) The cold truth is this I'm afraid (I'm so afraid) To mess up (I'm so afraid) Cause all I've every known before you Is conditional love So when you say (When you say that) I'm enough (When you say that) I'm so scared that I'll believe it And find out that you don't mean it It's true It's not you It's me I'm sorry Hey! If I sound like I've said too much It's cause I trust you And if you're wondering who I call love Baby it's just you If you're asking when I'll grow up Every day I'm better than I was And I can't wait to say I only used to be that way But until that day I'm afraid Cause all I've ever known before you Is conditional love So when you say I'm enough I'm so scared that I'll believe it And find out that you don't mean it It's true It's not you It's me I'm sorry