Different (feat. John F. Hennessy)

I think it would be more taxing on me To not be honest And to not be like "Yo there's someone gorgeous in my bed tonight But I'm petrified I'll die alone" That is a deep fear of mine Yeah I'm getting faded again Another happy birthday text It was belated again Another hero passed away intoxicated again Seems I can only count on tragedy And like 8 of my friends I wanted to make amends But you started avoiding me Ignoring me The silent treatment Like you was annoyed at me Playing with my heart I told you "That sh*t ain't a toy to me" But I truly hope that you enjoy your dream All my life has been unstable Every year I'm somewhere new People that I love start drifting Why should you be any different I can't recall the last time that we talked for real I think about you every time that I walk for real And when I finally had the inner peace To piece together something new The door we built together was locked, Pharrell Like The Neptunes, well I hope you get well soon Your spirit kinda sickly Hope you get help soon I hope I get well too Cause my vision kinda blurry Don't know where I'm going next But I ain't in a hurry All my life has been unstable Every year I'm somewhere new People that I love start drifting Why should you be any different