I'M A MESS

If you could ask me One thing I would change about the past we Would've stayed in Oregon everlasting But you're not here You're not here And if you could see me You'd see the tears underneath all this bleeding I'd never wanted harm for you believe me But I still fear I still fear That I'm a mess I'm not okay I never meant for it to end this way Throughout my life I've gave you love I've tried my best But it was not enough Hey If I could ask you One thing you would change about the past too Would you take anything we had back oo Or leave it there Leave it there And if I could hear you I'd revel in the bliss of being near you I'd give all that I have to take your tears too But I'm still scared I'm still scared That I'm a mess I'm not okay I never meant for it to end this way Throughout my life I've gave you love I've tried my best But it was not enough Hey So with a breaking heart He throws stones at it until it runs away You want Cece to go away? No I want her to be happy Cause when you care about somebody You do what's You do what's best for them Even if its sucks for you Ooo ooo ooo Ooo ooo ooo Ooo ooo ooo If you could hold me You'd feel how cold I am under this clothing I'm sorry that I couldn't stay the old me I can't let go I can't let go I can't let go I can't let go I know I'm smiling right now But I feel terrible I'm so happy That you feel terrible It's a devastating breakup And then we lived together It's tricky ya know? I really thought we had a future together Yeah saw the whole thing The whole thing