NEVER WONDER

I wonder if you're still collecting crystals And if that greenhouse that we built you is still up I wonder if you're wondering Where I am or who I'm with Cause I wonder that stuff I wonder if you're still rewatching Fleabag And if you think about that last night that we did I wonder if the memories Mean as much to you as they do to me Cause I treasure them You know me Always in my head I've spent countless hours wondering But I never ask myself If you really cared I never wonder If I needed you If you would be there I wonder where you are and what you do and how you feel But I never wonder If what we had was real I wonder if you still read Kristin Hannah And if you still order your Venti Soy Iced Chai Light ice I hope you know, everywhere I go I wonder what it'd be like by your side You know me, always in my head I've spent countless hours wondering But I never ask myself If you really cared I never wonder if I needed you If you would be there I wonder where you are and what you do and how you heal But I never wonder If what we had was real If what we had was true If all of it meant everything To both me and you And if I had a time machine I'd never wonder where I'd go 06/06/20 Same day, same street, same clothes I'd re-learn all about you I'd do it all again I'd relive every moment Even if I knew it'd end I wonder if this is the only timeline Where you and I just could not get it right I wonder if we'll meet again Outside of my dreams in bed at night But I never ask myself If you really cared I never wonder if I needed you If you would be there I wonder who you are and how you do and where you rest But I never wonder If we gave it our best We're the lucky ones, you know Meant to be, but not to last Is better than most Guys, as they say When one chapter ends A bridge appears And then you cross that bridge And make lemonade out of a molehill Okay