So Many Plans

Hold up, one second This the last one It's mad important, I gotta Alright, I'm ready Everything don't always work the way you want it If I'm being honest I'm only tryna get as close as I can I had so many plans It's been a couple years since I been in college Still I'm chasin' knowledge and solace At times I think it's all that I have I had to write some beautiful songs for ugly people Write some juvenile wrongs for all the sequels But my cuticles strong cause I know how this story ends After the dawn is justice, victorious I don't need to go to sleep to dream, no Morpheus My God is so glorious Bigger than Notorious He's in the drivers seat, I'm sitting shotty reading street signs Glad to be along for the ride, in the meantime I got no shame in celebratin' the smallest dub Like breakin 100,000 plays on "Call It Luv" Or kissin' a girl the second date, fallin' in love And tellin' her just how I feel, no ballin' it up Every moment is precious Ain't a gift like the present Every color fluorescent Every minute is seconds it just depends how you view it Every hour is minutes it just depends how you use it Swear that I've worked on the music Every single damn day of my life since graduation And still I'm learning patience I do it cause I love it, without any expectation But in the future I know somehow all of this will make sense All the early mornings and all the celebrations All the disappointments that let to maturation Moves across the nation Choosing to like right in the here and the now And lettin' it all just fall into place, cause Everything don't always work the way you want it I'm just being honest I'm only tryna get as close as I can I have so many plans Every now and then you get a little scarred up It's part of this, yeah Sometimes you gotta keep up your hands I have a sense of where I wanna be But no clue when it's gonna be That use to bring me fear for what's coming But now it doesn't Got sick of lookin' down Now I'm focusing on the summit I got a gut feeling we'll know it when we arrive A lotta cuts healing we going to realize Today is such a beautiful day to be alive He might be a little He might be the most loco in the gang He might be the most loco in the gang He might be the most loco guy in the gang I love that Darien's friends with all of us And we all are quoting the same Key & Peele I just want all my friends to be happy I just want all my family to smile I just want all my ghosts to know I don't choke And that I ain't been scared for a while If you could see inside my chest you'd know that I have always felt this is my home