Soft Spot

I miss the moonlit talks on the dock Butterflies when my phone went *ding* And the parties when I didn't even drink Cause I wanted to remember everything Spent a couple years building up these walls If I recall the construction was top notch Promised all my tears we would never fall But somehow you found a soft spot Somewhere in the middle of my sense of humor And my sense of purpose A love of music and a heart for service Worries faded and feelings surfaced I caught the wave and I started surfing You felt the same but in your words, "It's too complicated," I wasn't worth it Damn I wish I could express what I felt Right then and there in that coffee shop I miss the moonlit talks on the dock Butterflies that I though would never end And it don't make sense in retrospect All I know is I deserve a better friend