That's Real

I been holding all my heavy words And getting upset when I don't feel heard And that's real And that's real And I say I would do anything to make it big But don't spend time on Tik Tok vids And that's real And that's real I'm a little insecure when I'm with my friends Cause I don't make as much money as them And that's real And that's real But even if I didn't make a salary All the homies would be proud of me And that's real And that's real Oh oh Oh oh oh Oh Yeah I don't sing for free But I will for you Yeah I move a lot But I'll be still for you And if you wonder how I'm keepin it It's real for you It ain't easy being anybody But I swear to God it's harder Being in love with a dream like this Being enough for the team I miss I'm falling behind on all of these lines I'm 29 now with only 9 albums That's all I've got to my name But I would not change a thing I been holding all my heavy words And getting upset when I don't feel heard And that's real And that's real And I say I would do anything to make it big But don't spend time on Tik Tok vids And that's real And that's real I'm a little insecure when I'm with my friends Cause I don't make as much money as them (Not yet) And that's real And that's real But even if I didn't make a salary All the homies would be proud of me And that's real And that's real Oh oh Oh oh oh Oh I want to be a better son and big brother and artist Swear that I'm trying my hardest Sometimes the hardest part is Giving myself grace And I can't control the point where I started But I can change where I'm going If I'm quiet know I'm just giving myself Space I'm a new man Every single day Come and talk to me My philosophy Is "be on top of my sh" Like an apostrophe Steamed broccoli with the cheddar Monopoly with the fellas And my circle tight Ain't got mushroom Portobello And my circle tight And my circle tight And my, and my And my circle tight Ain't got mushroom And my circle tight Ain't got mushroom, room Portobello I been hiding all my heavy words And getting upset when I don't feel heard And that's real And Nicky told me in 11th grade That I was gonna be the man someday And that's real