Another Sad Song

I don't know what I'm supposed to write I've been staying up late each and every night But I don't wanna write another sad song Because the sad thoughts are embedded in my mind I wanna find a way that I can relate Looking for the happiness inside each day I just wanna make you smile and that can't be wrong I just don't wanna write another sad song Singing to myself I'm making conversation Filling myself with determination The voices in my head they tell me I should stop But feeling that resistance keeps me moving on The grass is always greener over every horizon This optimistic look is kind of surprising So I run into to sun and the warmth is feeling great And I know there's someone out there who can finally relate No more sad thoughts Take the pain away I'm just tired Why do I feel this way? I can't shake this feeling of sarcastic relief I try to look so victorious while I fall in defeat I'm reaching my hand out for somthing to grab But all I can feel is my heart getting stabbed Why is it so easy for me to turn to grief? Cause without this depression I won't feel complete Without this obsession I won't feel a need Without this digression all I do is bleed. There's a part deep inside us we know that it fights us it keeps us from danger and Selfish desires You know that I'm tired my purpose just leaves me you said that you loved me your Action deceives me I hold to my faith though I am a disgrace is it possible for me to rise from the grave? I'll awake from my tomb and I'll go seize the day my life isn't a forfeit I'm new once again No more sad thoughts, take the pain away, I'm just tired, why do I feel this way? No more sad thoughts, take the pain away, I'm just tired, why do I feel this way? Your words are like a siren song Alluring to my beating heart I know I've questioned right and wrong But my own hearts where I belong I'm tired of the sanctuary Safe places have impaired me They say outside is so scary Not as bad as January I looked for places I belong Personality in songs Now content with what went wrong This is about my resolve. No more sad thoughts, take the pain away, I'm just tired, why do I feel this way? No more sad thoughts, take the pain away, I'm just tired, why do I feel this way?