If Once

I wanted to sing songs to make life pretty Doesn't matter if you're sad lonely or happy But it's too late I'm in my bed slowly sleeping I'll always wonder what my life could have been If once in my life I had pushed my fear, pushed my doubts I was 18 my head full of dreams but restricted You have to earn money for your future family my mama said Chose a 9 to 5 life and started to die inside I'll always wonder what my life could have been If once in my life I had pushed my fear, pushed my doubts I wonder what life could have been If I had tried the odds and just trust my guts If once in my life I had pushed my fear, pushed my doubts I wanted to sing songs to make life pretty Doesn't matter if you're sad lonely or happy haaaa haaaa, haaaa haaaaaaaaa haaaa haaaa, haaaa haaaaaaaaa haaaa haaaa, haaaa haaaaaaaaa haaaa haaaa, haaaa haaaaaaaaa