Cracks

Cracks CHAOS I poured out my every liter of love into you Just to find out That your cup had been compromised With cracks at your base So I tipped myself higher In hopes that maybe if I rushed into you Like mouth to a waterfall That maybe you would become full How fool Not realizing that you had cracks like creeks And rivers that were never satisfied Nor flooded Yet taking on anyone who would drink of it Leaving my love to be leaked out To be touched by everyone Exposed and manipulated See I longed for you Far past your cracks in your stories Cracked lies Cracked concubines All manifested in your cracked constitute And vain glory I would at times envision that one day We'd look back And crack jokes at your cracks But now I am comfortable With saying simply I am just not enough for you And only you Cause you were a broken man And with your cracks No one's sheer genuine Emotions Feelings Thoughts Laughter Or love Could ever fill you up again Cracks ORDER Make it ritual To routinely remind yourself when a new companionship comes along That it is not your obligation to fix their brokenness The amount of emotional abuse that could be endured Is not worth your body's efforts Heart's merit Your mind's thoughts Or your seconds in the day The cracks have left pieces far too small to recover And most of them he has left behind effortlessly Unwanted Unlikely Unwilling To be fixed