It Wasn't

It Wasn't Chaos I'll tell you what it wasn't It wasn't the sex Hell no I saw your halo I fell for you as fast as the sex was The first seven seconds of us speaking left me monogamous Clung to you and lost in your heartbeat The sex was a privilege that I had the rights to I listened to you I listened to the you that you didn't like Covering your extremities But the more that we lacked a mental connection The less we were sexing So trust me, it wasn't the sex The sex, really The sex was a plus that summed up some of the fun The sex was for feeling, but not so fulfilling Like the feeling when you have a mental cum But I tell you what it wasn't It wasn't the erotica Fifty shades of gray could never account for The fifty shades of conversations that we never had Decisive grips, chains and whips You had me whipped From love lashes to my heart and unseen affections Not the bite marks on my lips I don't want the only time you get choked up by me Be from my dick I want you to choke, gasp Be in awe When we have a discussion that leads to resolve I'm trying to take the best picture, not the perfect one Because nothing is nor ever will be perfect But I'll tell you what it was Which was worth it It Wasn't Order Remember this, please remember this That people can only meet you as far as they have met themselves A good amount of people haven't taken the genuine And delicate time to meet the person that is themselves So getting to know you is a whole other affair That sex can't be the basis of