Let Me Go

Let Me Go Chaos Please I beg you Let me motherfucking go I love hard and break even harder And you do this because sadly you know So please Don't check up on me and remind me of all the things we used to be We used to be happy, used to smile, used to be lust, Used to be on fire, used to be us Look at me now Pondering your pleasures And foreseeing potential makeups Based on empty efforts from results that you could never produce I am a product of my environment So returning to abuse in every fashion does not serve as astonishment But I won't let you be the cause of love not cradling my heart I won't let love see me and have to pull me from the dark I will pull myself out Put myself first Break down all my barriers Uncover all my own hurts Stitch up the things that cut me well So when love lays its eyes on me It will tell that I am healed So do not send me old pics of us laughing Of us hugging Or posing like hope Or of us looking like love That image does not fit what quite was So just Please Let me motherfucking go Thank you Let Me Go Order Moving on from someone you love Is a constant mental war filled with daily emotional battles You start to see constant reminders of them You check your phone And in your mind you hope that it is them You fight back countless memories And feelings that tire yourself out Just to get home after all the tumult And try to think of your home as a place of peace But all you find is tiredness Weakness From fighting all day, all night So that 3am feeling of loneliness Is just a glimpse of having no actual reward From all the fighting you've endured Do not check for them Delete their number Block their social media Their good or bad days shouldn't become your highlight points You gotta let go You gotta live on