Emotional Cocktail

Oh I can’t decide if I am truly terrified Everything around me is so bittersweet, I can’t deny My heart keeps rushing out of speed 1 2 3 I am graduating My teenage years start to slip away Oh I kind of just can’t wait no more, But I loose control from the overflow of changes and lots of things that I I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know It’s so bittersweet Cause why is so bittersweet To miss what was in front of me My teenagery, usual status Best of all the times, but full of worst of crimes My dreams are soaring, But let it all last And I’ll miss my first romance and hallway laughts Lately I am overthinking more and more as each day pass They say that I should be “full mature”, but ... oh no no no My teenage years start to sleep away Oh I kind of just can’t wait no more, But I loose control from the overflow of changes and lots of things that I I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know It’s so bittersweet Cause why is so bittersweet To miss what was in front of me My teenagery, usual status Best of all the times, but full of worst of crimes My dreams are soaring, But let it all last Cause why is so bittersweet To miss what was in front of me My teenagery, usual status Best of all the times, but full of worst of crimes My dreams are soaring, But let it all last The grown-up curse is catching me up So many lasts and so many goodbyes I’ve waited so much to be on my own *on my own (x 3)* Honestly growing up, growing up ... is overrated Cause why is so bittersweet To miss what was in front of me My teenagery, usual status Best of all the times, but full of worst of crimes My dreams are soaring, But let it all last Cause why is so bittersweet To miss what was in front of me My teenagery, usual status Best of all the times, but full of worst of crimes My dreams are soaring, But let it all LAST...