Electric Humanity

I was finally left alone and I can finally breathe But it still feels like something has me in a chokehold I was a loner before, and not much has changed Except my attempt to trust people has failed miserably Maybe this feeling will never end Maybe I just need some time and it'll pass Maybe I'm stuck in a cycle for the rest of my life Maybe I'll find a way out someday, somehow This record might be a collection Of every bad decision I've ever made And I might add some new as it gets done 'Cause I gotta lose my mind from time to time to be me Heartbreak residence opened my eyes And made me realize I was wasting my time on the wrong ones It's not that hard to be on my own And I know I'll never be alone I don't know if I'll ever get through this I don't know if I'll ever learn to love again But as long as the ever after lives in my heart There's something I've got that's worth fighting for Maybe this feeling will never end Maybe I just need some time and it'll pass Maybe I'm stuck in a cycle for the rest of my life Maybe I'll find a way out someday, somehow This record might be a collection Of every bombastically dumb thing I've ever done And I might do some more in the process 'Cause I'm not myself if I don't lose my mind from time to time Heartbreak residence opened my eyes And made me realize I was wasting my time on the wrong ones It's not that hard to be on my own And I know I'll never be alone As long as the ever after lives in my heart There's something I've got that is worth fighting for So if you wanna break me down, you better sit down 'Cause the party's only just getting started Welcome to the inside story of mine Hope you like the real version of me And if you wanna break me down, you better sit down The party's only just getting started