rhoda

Wished to be the petal of a lily And tossed my body to the loch Frozen violets and fallen drops You crushed my hands in twisted knots I'm alive, but gone You must understand My meaning has melted inside of your hands This was the only way that I could do it I wandered north to extend my sights Find voices in the trees Trying to relate to someone Welcoming waves to swallow me The air is different, my senses unguided All of my emotions at once have collided Reminds me of how unaware you were To all the sadness you provide You said Poor Rhoda You say everything's alright You say everything's fine But I'm happiest alone Yet I sigh For the faceless forms made fun of all their lives You see them tremble yet you derive All your pleasures from your pride How brutal you've been to me in our time You said You are mistaken For I will glow with a Radium flow You lit me up with your decaying soul The loneliness will kill you But you will never let it show So climb up on those mountains dear Pretend to rid yourself of all of your fears Even your shadow refuses to follow As you dive into that strangest hollow And you said Poor Rhoda