Cognitive Dissonance

Dearly departed Happy belated to The greatest known artist And what He taught us And if I’m being honest I can see The sunshine coming that’s ahead Of me And I’m astonished So let me be admonished By my phonics We drinking gin and tonic And blowing chronic Right around the corner From the meth amphetamine Where they paying homage To a goddess They ain’t repping for Elohim Body language Beautiful you say I’m thinking bout What I Shouldn’t do with you today He posted and deleted you I knew it’s you who strayed And when that karma Came around I knew It’s you who stayed But let me ask you this Are happy in his grace Does he constantly remind you Of the slaps that hit his face Better yet just don’t respond To this reaction and exchange Jesus I know what happened That’s a shame So I need to know Are you gone play with him Or stay with him Don’t ask me what I mean You a chick that’ll fillet with them I can tell by that smile and that smell You gone make me act a fool And get a divorce or go to jail What made you even think That infidel Would do you well But I know you only human With no choice to be compelled You failed So we’re just two insecure people That’s just too insecure to be real with ourselves You know we Fail to be real with each other You know we know that the Conversation is unhealthy and At this point We can’t go back to where we were There’s no wisdom in that There’s no light in that And I just I like talking to you You know You just You know it’s a void That you That you fill And a void that I filled But it’s not real Something that we can’t go back To now I guess it’s something What do you like about the fact that I’m in Christ That I ask you for advice And I’m attached to you for life I’m a whole soul tie in this Perhaps I’m a die in this condition We don’t brought this to fruition Why we trying this Cause I admit this ain’t gone Probably be the best for me I’m kind of Appalled You don’t Want to say what this is called Sure I understand you don’t exactly Want to leave But you already left To get exactly you need You in a different season I understand what’s demand But we got different reasons Don’t stand a chance like Sandra Bland So I guess it’s really best that we let Go of all the fantasy Our families destroyed single handily Between us I wish we really could team up And make love under canopies we Can only dream of Feel like a schemer Never thought I’d see a day in my life I’d actually be in love with Somebody else’s wife Trifling You know I’m just I’m just gone walk away from this Because I know I failed too But God is with me so just gotta You know press in and uh For me Do what’s right