Joy

I apologize For not texting you back I been busy hell I haven't slept in Like a month I been resting in spells But I been finding Time for mommy and Texting Michelle Cousin Gwennie Told me Kwame home It's a blessing he's well I hate to be the kind of friend You can't depend on In covenant With My wife and I would Like if it extends on Until I'm 70 tryna put My depends on Striving to go to church In the summer time With my tims on We got the joy that make us whole Like the days of old Salute to Essie Mae I remember the time I seen her soul And all the pain that She endured I couldn't afford I still ain't get the tat on My back for daddy I'm really torn I got a nephew in Miami That's finishing school I be Jamming his ear So he prepared for what's Really the move For the greater good I'm a pray for the hood And every bit of pain Any death is bringing in vein Rest in peace to cousin P.C and mother Patricia If I don't do nothing else I'm a finish painting her Picture y'all gotta Stay in the scripture Joy is like a pot a gold That'll fill up a whole in A body without a soul I'm probably out control With my delayed responses And I ain't been really showing Up enough I'm very conscious Of it But I love it I got my time on a budget My cousin Tasha just had Set a twins I know they covered I'm still inspired to do what exactly Heaven requires And I ain't sacrificing my faith For the sake of science I'm in anther alliance with a whole Other 9-5 just so I survive When it's really time to retire My defiance has really been Kind of keeping me quiet I should be fasting instead Of trying to diet I probably buying some tires And essentially another Wheel just so I can feel Like a man you consider pious But I've acquired a very specific taste In the way I live my life And it's probably what you Don't like but Here's a bit of advice Celebrate the love Yah Not cause He provide it But cause it's what you decided Got it? What I've allotted is A joy You can Never destroy I was unemployed It was dark but it wasn't A void You got the power The life you lead is a choice So try to make a habit of Recognizing His voice Love and light