NOBODY KNOWS

Now if you perfect throw your hands in the air Better yet I wanna start this with prayer Father God I know you hear me cause I feel that you're there It's some things I wanna talk about, some stories to share Now I don't want you looking at me like you crossed eye I'm tryna help my people out so you can see that I tried Some things that I said, it wasn't fully true so I lied But I gotta share it cause it's eating me up inside I haven't always been the Darius you see now I was going to a dead end but he turned me around Didn't care what I was doing looking like a clown It was so bad I couldn't help but have a breakdown He was building me telling me what I should do Could've got killed right there on York Avenue Same situations, what I get myself into Could've been dead and gone I should've been through But God! All the things I did back then now I'm reaping Heart was so broke, torn up I wasn't sleeping At the same time don't feel bad for me cuz I knew what I was doing that's what I get for creeping Use to have a bad mouth, clap back was serious Everybody that I hurt I really hope you hearing this I'm sorry for letting my anger get the best of me But God got the recipe, that's why he's blessing me My heart was so cold, my look was so bold She looking so good, I pray I don't fold I'm trying so hard I feel I'm in a chokehold I know where he's taking me cuz he showed me the goals Man nobody knows No body know what I was doing It was me, my own life I was bout to ruin All the bad chicks I remember that I was screwing I'm so disgusted cause I don't know what I was proving My mind and spirit I was damaging Body so weak it was shaking couldn't handle it Didn't forgive my dad evil breaking in I hate the devil so much, I swear I hate sin But God changed me, gave me a new eye sight Don't let me go please can you hold me tight No I don't wanna run, no I don't wanna fight Nobody knows it all but God said that's alright